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Dec. 27th, 2006 | 12:14 am

So, I am still alive and still happy. I sort of took a hiatus from the internet, but am now back online. Yesterday was Christmas and I had a great time. It was different because I was not with my family but I was with the one I love, which made it a special day.

Since it has been so long, I will quickly summarize my current thoughts:
1- I miss playing the piano
2- I started a retail business last month and my hopes for success are very high
3- I am more in love than I ever thought I could be and I know this because material things no longer seem to be a requirement as I picture a future with someone
4- I am finally excited about going to school- (late bloomer, perhaps?)
5- In distancing myself from those who know and love me best, I have come to know and love myself a bit more.

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Oct. 27th, 2006 | 02:34 pm

haven't been here in forever. i guess i just haven't really had too much to say. and, sadly, i find myself once again without something interesting to type. blah.

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no shoes

Oct. 13th, 2006 | 01:47 pm

so...wow...something might be seriously wrong with me. i went to nordstrom today looking for shoes and as determined as i was to buy something pretty for my feet, i couldn't find a pair. what? i have never in my life not been able to find 10 "i can't live without them" pairs of shoes. but there i stood, thinking "i don't really need another pair of black heels". i have never thought anything of the sort before and in the end, i left the store empty handed and confused...very confused.

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Sep. 22nd, 2006 | 09:33 am

i listened to rachmaninoff this morning on the way to work- the third concerto and i loved it- the end.

and i want a polaroid camera...just for fun.

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fall reading

Sep. 21st, 2006 | 02:18 pm

I am reading all of the works by the Bronte sisters. I am starting with Charlotte, then reading Anne, and finishing with Emily. I am saving Wuthering Heights for last because it is my favorite. I am excited because this is the perfect literature for cold, rainy days. It is mysterious, and perhaps a little on the dark side. I can’t imagine reading “Jane Eyre” during the summer. It would be like drinking hot chocolate at the beach. It just doesn’t work that way.

Also, I have decided to go to Westminster instead of the University of Utah.

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no more bird

Sep. 21st, 2006 | 02:12 pm

i am tired of the cold already. i hate cold and very much dislike snow. why do i live in utah?

i do, however, love rainy days such as today. something about cloudy, drizzly rain makes me wish for nothing more than comfy clothes, a cup of tea, and a good book.

today's weather is very fitting because dustin's bird died last night. the poor little thing froze to death and i feel awful about it. it is really crazy because before we went to bed, we were talking about how cute he was. he liked to snuggle up with his yarn toy while sleeping- he even snored and everything. and now he is dead. how awful. i can't even think of it anymore.

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Sep. 12th, 2006 | 03:31 pm

so i went to the utah state fair over the weekend and can honestly say i never need to go again- well, unless i get a sudden craving for a "footlong chili dog". yummy.

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mail, photos, shoes, and such...

Sep. 8th, 2006 | 12:39 am

i am such a sucker for flowers, diet pop, long books that most people think are boring, fairy tales, puppies, sparkly things, kisses, old furniture, and funky shoes found on ebay.

also- i am thinking of getting a polaroid camera.

and i am really mad about the fact that the mailman that delivers to my office didn't pick up the "outgoing mail" yesterday. what an idiot.

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is there a puppy in my future?

Sep. 7th, 2006 | 10:16 pm

This week I have been thinking quite a lot about destiny. I wonder…are we born with a destiny or do we make our own? My mom is always telling me that she has a strong feeling I am meant to do a certain thing or be with a certain person. I don’t like that. I want to be in charge of my own life. I want to create my own destiny. I want to sing, dance, read, and love the man I choose- there is no time for anything else. Life is too short to waste my moments on those things that someone else would choose for me. After all, it is MY destiny and if I were creating my own destiny today, it would include a puppy named Dora.

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puppies

Aug. 30th, 2006 | 01:25 pm

So I am now beyond puppy hungry. I have come to the point where I print random photos of puppies and carry them around in my notebook. I even named one of them.

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